Saturday, 4 December 2010

besties aq kew koe ?

assalamualaikum . lame da x updates blog. lame da kot tak tekan keypad lappy , layan line internet pas family aq pindah puchong and aq stay lagi kemaman duduk rumah kawan menghabiskan sisa tingkatan 5 aq . skunk pown aq dew at uma member aq bazilah .  pinjam lappy 1 Malaysia dye untuk updates blog ney. SPM da na dekat . wape ary jew agy . siryes aq asew bdebar sgt2 . x tawu tajuk pew yg akn masuk . soklan camne yg akn masuk . aku risaw weyh .

lam isaw sal SPM ney , aq isaw gk sal hbungan aq ngan besties aq , sha . aq syunk dea weyh p enta arr , aq banyak kcewe nan dea . aq yakin dea pown kcewe gk nan aq tas pe yg aq uat at dea p cayelah yg aq x bmaksud pown na uat camtu . sal dairynye , actually aq emang x pna tfkir na bace p sies aq ckap aq mmg ingt tu bku yg aq spatotnye dpat . time tu ayah dea de bwak balik 3 bku . dea nan akak dea da amek yg dowg na . aq lak blom amek agy . ayah dea bg satu sowg arh time tu . da mmg bukunye same so aq ingt un buku tu buku yg patotnye aq punye la . alah , biase kowang da dpt buku xkn x buke tgk isi dalam wlaupun da tawu bku tu ksong , mesti check gk un ? ha cmtu gk aq .

kbetulan lak aq buke time tu ade name aq tertera SEBIJIK SEDEBUK lam tu so for sure lah un aq jadi nak bace . dah bace tu mmg aq kcewe arh . upenye slame aq duk uma dea , dea byk x puas aty nan aq . sedih gk arh aq . pdahal dea yg na cgt aq duk uma dea p last-2 jd gney , emang cdey glew arh aq weh . mikir numpang u7ma dea lam jangke msew yg lame , emang pyah arh na ckap pasaan aq time tu . aq jd asew na belek agy jd aq belek arh m/s len p random la , dairy owg aq fkir gk x elok . yg aq cri bkan cite len , p cite sal dri aq , pe agy yg dea ckap sal aq . ckup kali ke-2 cite len lak aq bce , aq da x snggup na bce agy . satu cbb aq fkir salah bce dairy owg n due aq cbb aq da x snggup agy na tawu pew agy yg dea ktuk aq .

aq dew bg surat at dea sblum balik raye haji haritu . balik raye hajitrus aq duk uma bazilah . sies aq x dpt na tgk agy muke dea . dea pn salakan aq gk cbb bce dairy dea p skurang-2nyew aq dew minta maaf lam surat tuhh n aq gtawu dea pe yg aq twu pew yg dea tulis lam dairy dea cme aq x mention lah aq twu cbb bce dairy tu n dea pn aq xplu aq mention sbb da twu sndri gk mmg dr dairynye maksud aq .

skang mmg aq asew sbesala arg duk uma dea smpai wt dea benci aq . kdang aq nyesal lak x pndah puchong skali dgn family aq . lau larh aq twu jd gni , aq xkn duk uma dea n mybe hbungan pshabtan ktowg okey agy skang wlaupn bjauhan . sedih weh . aq ngaju sala aq p aq mmg x sngaje arh time tu . dye de wt notes lam FB sal sala aq . sungguh aq trase ngat n asew cm x adil dea wt gni sdangkan dea pn bsala . aq xpna smpan pape nan dea wlaupun dea byk gk wt sala nan aq slame aq duk uma dea p dea ? dea smpan sala aq n aibkan agy aq . nape dea wt gni lau dea ckap dea syg aq ?

xpe arh, x elok lak aq gune notebook owg lelame ni. ajat na study p len lak kje aq wt skang . k arh , asew cm panjang lak post kali neyh . uat owg yg follow blog ney thanks arh k! n yg sudi bace pown thanks gk. aq x plukan owg komen pown. sudi follow n bace pown da ckup da bg aq :')

Friday, 21 May 2010

windu koe .

na tawu ark ? aq da wape minggu da x contact nan abg eroo . adik dye pinjam fone dye . pahtu salu gilir-gilir gune fone . sedih au lame x contact . kkadang dew gk dye mecej aq pkai nombo mak dye . windu gilew doe at dye .

sminggu agy bday dye . aq ingt utk taon 1st kapel ney na ngat sambut bday dye sesame . ye arh , bday aq da lepas da . x pat na sambut sesame kes kne pegi kem tu . so aq arap ngat arh bday dye pat sambut sesame . aq da gtawu da mak aq sal bday abg eroo . aq cadang na masak utk dye . mak aq cakap shukati aq larh na masak pew pown sal un x tbakar dapur dye . hahaw!

aq nga fkir skunk na masak pew utk dye minggu dpan . cehh ! practise arh konon . xpe xpe , utk dye :) p yg cendeng nyew , aq x tawu na gtawu dye cene sal na sambut bday dye uh sbbnyew aq dye un x pkai fone skunk . ayooyooo~


Wednesday, 14 April 2010

missing you .

assalamualaikum :)
eh , kowang pna denga x lagu 1st lady yg nyanyi lagu never be replaced tu lagu dowg yg len ? aq search lam ternet manyak gak lagu dowang snarnyew . lagu dowang yang aq shuke skunk lagu missing you . emang best arh lagu tu . sedih . sal bf dye yg da mati da . dye tingat at bf dye tuh . sedih wehh ! xmo lah bf mati cam dye . x sanggup kaw !

just na share sal lagu tuhh jew post kali ney . ngehehe~ rindu lah pulak at abg eroo bile cite sal bf-bf ney . kuang kuang kuang~

Ooooooooooo heyyyyyy
Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
oooo ooo ooo.... ya o o o o ......
Baby I'm missing you 

Things'll never be the same with out you...

What did I do to deserve this??
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
he needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me!!!
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much

And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me


It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself



I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I would
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry



Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothing, without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself



I just don't know what to do with myself 
I can't stand looking at those pictures on my shelf 
Knowing it was just one week ago, stood there and took that picture
There just one thing that I wanna know 
Why would God want to hurt me so bad 
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you 
Baby I'm missing you 
Baby I'm missing you



I love you oohh God dammit I love you
Why did he did he take you away from me
because I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby
Ohhh



Thursday, 18 March 2010

thanks koe buat aq ceni !

masala dtg agy pd aq , aq xtawu pew status ubungan aq nan abg eroo skunk . still kapel or x . p hal smalam da ckup wat aty aq bagai di hiris-hiris pisau . citenyew mulenyew ceney .

minggu pas , aq mimpi aq nek kete nan sowang mamat p x nampak muke pahtu aq msg nan abg eroo cite sal uh then dye ckap mimpi je uh p dye ckap dye cam jeles arh walaupown lam mimpi .

then wape ary pas aq nan sha nek kete nan fizi n adib g cherating . tuh pown idea si adib arh ajak g sanew , kitowang ikowt jew . time balik lak tqah nampak fizi anta aq depan umah time tuhh dye nek moto nan mak dye . p time tuhh fizi anta aq dulu arh , so sha n adib dew agy lam kete tuhh . pas anta aq bawu fizi anta sha .

ptg smalam abg eroo mecej aq cakap aq tipu dye sal mimpi tu . dye cakap padahal aq mmg nek kete nan laki p saje cakap mimpi coz kak lin gtawu dye yg aq nek kete nan fizi . kak lin x gtawu dye yg hal tu jadi wape ary pas mukan minggu pas time aq mimpi tu so abg eroo pikir hal ney jadi minggu pas arh konon aq tipu cakap mimpi padahal real .

da gado nan abg eroo tu , kak lin pown anta mecej gak maki-maki aq cakap aq na rampas fizi . aq cakap lelok nan dye . terangkan hal sbenar p dye xmo dgr . dye ckap dye dew saksi yg tengok hal tuhh . oke at situ aq da pat detect yg tqah arh sampaikan cite tuh coz tqah je yg nal kak lin n nampak fizi anta aq time tuh . agypown tqah emang da lame x puas aty nan aq . aq pown xtau nape dye x puas aty nan aq sejak dye pat masok kelas num 1 taon ney . arkhh !

aq forward un mecej kak lin pd abg eroo n bazilah . abg eroo emang sah-sah salakn aq x backup aq cebab otak dye uh da pown di racuni oleh kak lin at skola . bazilah lak g forward mecej tuh ke fizi , ye arh ! fizi tuhh pak sepupu dye tuh arh dye g forward . x lame pas tuh fizi lak mecej aq minta maaf tas kate-kate kak lin . senangnye dye minta maaf . slame ney dye yg salu cari aq , mukan aq yg cari dye p bile de masala camney , owang salakan aq , x salakan dye . untungnye hidup dye !

arney aq asew bingung gilew . abg eroo layan aq acuh x acuh da . dye da len nan aq . hubungan kitowang pown aq xtau cene . still kapel agy or x . pasaan aq skunk sies aq cakap emang sedih+kecewe gilew arh bile dew owang cam kak lin n tqah tuhh lam hidup aq . sajew jew na musnahkan ubungan owang !

Friday, 12 March 2010

gado-gado

hai hai hai semua !
baiklah post kali ney mukan pasal gado-gado makanan tu . tapi pashal pergaduhan dalam hubungan percintaan . kowang na tawu tak yang aq ney da bosan da bile asek gado jew nan abg eroo tu . aku bukan pe , bile salu gado ney , mood jadi x best au . g skola pown asek tfikirkan dye je . sies aq cakap aq da ade laa timbul asew sayang sikit at dye pas kapel nan dye . agypown dye aa bf paling lame nan aq au . tmasuk skunk da 3 bulan lebey kowt . aishhh~

kitowang salu gado biase sejak kak linda tawu aq rapat nan fizi and tqah lak salu cucuk jarum cite sal aku at kak linda and kak linda lak cite sal aq at abg eroo . bagus un men passing-passing cite ? da cam posmen x bbayar lak dowang tu . aq pelik laa, aq nan fizi mukan de pape yg spesel pown! kawan bek je kowt . yg dowang fikir bukan-2 nape lak ? geram betol lahh aq ! tak masal hubungan aq nan abg eroo lak yg tjejas .

si fizi pown satu ! duk citenye at aq sal kelemahan kak linda bebanyak . cam tagih simpati je . aku ni nak jage hubungan persahabtan dgn dye tu yg aq dengar je adoolaa xkan laa dye x fikir , lau dah bnyk ngat kelemahan yg dye xsuke , nape x terus terang je nan kak linda ? towl x ? pelik arh dye tu .

saril skunk mmg da masok towl-towl da kelas aq . salu bile dye mai kaco aq , pahtu aq g at fizi mesti fizi mara aq . hal tu pown aq x paham gak nape . lam kelas lak aq da start da malas nak ciapkan keje uma n sebagainye . kelas koko pown aq da start da ponteng-ponteng . teruk je pangai skunk . na enjoy lah ! baguslah pemikiran ni , lau mati awal , x sempat laa aq na btobat . astaghfirullah~ ape na jadi da~

time na dekat abes skola form 4 dulu salu gak amek gamba nan kenkawan . p skunk ni pantang ade mase tluang bile bawak fone at skola , akan snap lah pic bebanyak pahtu memenuhkan qouta memory lam lappy ayah aq . ayah aq pown serabut nengok gamba anak pompuan dye yg penuh lam lappy . haha ! biase la yah , kakak un pompuan . emang shuke la amek-amek gamba ni . anak ayah un comel~ *kelip-kelip mate*

kemba aq sha , still agy bharap pd ewan . kekadang aq x wape stuju gk pilihan dye p dye da syg un , aq na tgk dye happy . xpe sha , len kali lau awk syg owang len , lupe je terus ewan tu ye . haha ! aq bukan pe , pangai ewan tu aq x wape bekanan . lau aq cite at sini pown mesti kowang pown x bkenan gak nan pangai dye tu p xpelah , aq malas na menaip pepanjang sal dye . melenguhkan ! :P

aq xtau camne lah na sesaikan hal aq nan abg eroo sal salah sangke n cerita rekaan yg owang wat sal aq . masala aq skunk cebab aq nan abg eroo x satu skola je . skola aq xde form6 . abg ero skunk upper6 at skola SIS . aq ni lau kitowang 1 skola mmg oke arh aq asew cz dye ley arh na tgk aq ni jnis gane at skola un . ni bile da blainan skola emang payah arh aq ni , ade je batu api yg duk nyampaikan cite sensasi sal aq at dye . payah betol larr .

aq xtawu la campai biler aq akn btahan nan abg ero ni . lau ley arap sgt laa campai bebile cz aq malas da na melayan karenah laki len . agypown aq pown da syg gak sikit at dye so cam rugi arh un putus cetu je . da wape bulan gk ktowg ni . ayoo~ gado-gado saja hari-hari . penat sudaa .

okey, nilah gamba aq kat kantin skola mase form 4 yg pas . dari kiri bazila , kemba aq , aq and zyla .

Friday, 5 March 2010

campai bilew na camney ?

wehh ! aq bengang skunk . gado agy nan abg eroo . sumenyew hal samew arh . tuduh menuduh ney . penat dah aq na backup diri aq . entah hape lahh yg owang x puas aty ngat nan aq ney . aq x care pown sal owang len . alah , kak lin tu shukati je na tuduh aq . dye sala kan aq jew x salakan fizi . wehh , lau aq na sgt fizi , aq ney ha yg cari fizi . p skunk mukan aq yg cari fizi , p fizi yg cari aq arh .

abg eroo pown 1! caye at owang len agy dari aq . pelik un kitowang . kapel dulu men-men je p skunk masing-masing dew pasaan jeles . syg ke tu erk ? kompius ler . masing-masing akan mara bile sabitkan owang ke-3 . syg ke ? ish ! x paham . salu gado nan dye wat aq asew takowt lak kehilangan dye . arh ! pening nan pasaan seniri .

entah sampai bile larh hal ney na macam ney aq pown xtaw larh . hati ney . betowl-betowl sakit weyhh . salu nanges p xtau nape tiap kali nanges . :'(

ney gamba abg eroo yg aq amek time kitowang wt date at puteri foodcourt wape minggu pas . time ney maizurah n bf dye adew gk , pahtu sha n efa :) hihihi .


garang un muke ye ? ye arh , panas tuhh . matahari depan mate . kahkah ! :P

shuke baby !

kowang . kowang shuke x baby ?  mesti shuke un ? aq shuke gilew au at baby . law ley na sgt adeq agy p x ley laa . malu na cakap at mak na adeq agy . hahaw ! dulu aq pna nanges bile pat tawu adeq last aq lahir laki . x shuke ! xmo xmo . na adeq pompuan . p skunk aq asew btuah lak coz aq sowang jew anak pompuan mak ayah aq . hihihi~ papepown keinginan aq na adeq pompuan still adew agy arh . law ley na mak aq lahirkn adeq pompuan cebab aq shuke baby . pas da besa t aq xmo arh care agy sal dye . kuikui~

na sgt baby pompuan . baby laki pwn xpe . comey shumenye . shuke shuke shukewww ! auww~ gedik suda . xpe xpe , mukan owang nampak pown un ? ngahaha~ poyo jea koe ney adila . aq law kawen na anak 4 jew . 2 pompuan 2 laki . comey un sepasang . law pat anak kembar agy aa best . cam ne yek na pat anak kembar ? opss~ jangan sala sangkew oke . aq x tanye hal dalam selimut , cume mao taw ianya dew keitan nan pemakanan or senaman kew un . comey jew nengok baby kembar . kembar laki pompuan nampak cam baby couple je . kiut miut kaw ! huhuhuw~

anakkuuu~